one sip ~ can i ~ drum be the pastor ~

flowers(excerpt from the novel) ~ push ~ it takes a g ~

letter to a pronoun ~ apollo ~ mirage ~

pizza in the hood ~ sarcasm

one sip
sipped love like wine
afraid of becoming inebriated
secretly desiring to be drunk
lost somewhere between
paranoia and utopia
falling into finely fermented fits of
feverishly finding forms of folly to fulfill longings of
all the while apprehensive about following the footsteps of
my feelings
finding it to late to free myself from this futileness
i must admit
i'm now an alcoholic
dependent on delusions derived from the vine of
though a skeptic still, still i must feed the needs of
disillusioned now am i, afraid to try
new things
for fear
they will be
habit forming
and ignorantly
i will become
addicted from
one sip